Today marked the 3rd full day I had been awake consecutively, so of course when I began seeing this thing in my head it didn't shock or surprise me. The sarcasm to myself, however, I took as a personal sleight to my integrity, to my core fundamental person. A sleight, I tell you. Goddamnit I've … Continue reading A Momentary Lapse
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I'm listening to Lamb of God right now so if this comes out reading angry, my bad. Omerta. Wow! One year...well, kinda. There was a few months there where I didn't write much of anything, maybe once or twice. Depression is very real and debilitating, in case you haven't noticed. I want … Continue reading State of the Boat. #12 – My (One Year) Anniversary
I'm late. Late to write this, late to go to sleep, late to wake up, late for work, hell, even late for the prom. No, I haven't forgotten about you. I've been waiting for the right time. For the rain to come back. Dreary days and sunny smiles, anxious to hear the pitter patter and … Continue reading State of the Boat. #11
Well, a few days early but why not go ahead and write it since I'm up anyway? See, insomnia isn't always such a bad thing. Dude, the keys to my keyboard are getting kinda slick. It's actually pretty disgusting. No seriously, it's really grossing me out right now. Sorry, I'm kind of a germophobe. So! … Continue reading State of the Boat. #10
Well it seems apologies are in order. I've been denying the world of my genius and that simply needs to change. Ugh, sometimes it hurts to be this good. I've been simmering several poems and stories in the ol' noggin for a couple weeks now, wanting to make sure they were ready before releasing … Continue reading State of the Boat. #9
Sometimes my balls feel like tits. Bloodlines. New Buffalo. The fine wrinkles, we have all of them. I swear this time I'll never forget. I swear this time I absolutely refuse to. So I'll write it down in my calendar, an electronic reminder for Google to not forget until it's deleted. Or some such other … Continue reading State of the Boat. #8